Tuesday, 31 May 2016

June Photo Challenge

Even though I missed a few days because of illness, I really enjoyed the 30 x 30 nature challenge.  It was good to have a reason to get outdoors and appreciate the beauty of nature every day, and I liked taking my daily photos. I also really enjoyed the photos my Facebook friends were kind enough to share with me.  It was a delight to see some of what they enjoy about their surroundings.

I had so much fun with my daily photo routine that I've decided to take inspiration from my Facebook friend Sue. She has an ongoing photo challenge that she shares with a friend.  They make a list of words or phrases each month and then use one of them as a photo subject each day.  

I've decided to make up a challenge of my own and I'm hoping that you'll join in the fun.  Here is my list of subjects for June:

You can find a printable version of the list here. I'll post them on Facebook day by day along with my photos as well.

Here's a reprise of May's 30 x 30 photos.  You can click on any picture to arrive a slide show of larger views.  Enjoy!  

Thursday, 12 May 2016

Photos and Memories

Yesterday I came across  a meme on Facebook that said "I'm so old that I remember going an entire day without taking any pictures."  I chuckled because it is so very true.

Since purchasing my first digital camera in 2005, I've taken and kept more than 18.000 pictures. 18,000!!  I know this because, recently, my computer began behaving oddly and when I checked its disk capacity I found that I'd used 96% of the available space.  Most of that space was taken up by photos. I transferred them to an external drive for storage and, as I transferred them, my computer told me how many files were being moved.

I draw and paint and write blogs so I refer back to my photos a lot.  It helps that from the beginning I've been a careful file manager, deleting duplicates and sorting my images into files labelled by date, or - in some special cases - by subject.  I find it surprising how many of these images I remember, and how readily I can find them within my files when I need them, but the fact remains that it's a ridiculously large number of pictures.

There are, of course, a reasons for this excess.  Because they're built into our phones almost all of us have cameras with us,almost all the time.  Once we've paid for the camera itself, it costs nothing to take as many photos as we like and, once we've paid for our internet access, it costs nothing to share our photos with friends and acquaintances. Since both phone and internet are considered everyday expenses now, it makes sense to get as much use out of them as we can.

Before digital cameras, photography was a much more expensive project.  Film had to be purchased and, once exposed, had to be developed.  You gambled that your photos were good enough to justify the cost of paying to have them printed. Unless you owned a Polaroid camera, nothing was immediate.  You had to wait while your film was being processed.  

I took fewer pictures back in the days of film; maybe 500 a year. Expense and lack of storage space both encouraged moderation.  

I tended to choose my subject matter and frame my shots more carefully when using film but, even so, my photos now are much better than the pictures I took then. Perhaps my skills have improved with practice.  

I was never one for arranging things in photo albums so most of the photos I took on film are still in the envelopes they came in, packed into boxes and stored in my craft room cupboards.  Because of the inconvenience of pulling the boxes out and sorting through them, I look at those older pictures far less often than I do the digital photos in my computer files.

This last fact got me thinking:  I don't need those printed photos to remember back to the years they portray, so if something happened to my digital photos would I miss them?  

I would miss them.  I do refer to my photos often.  They're a rich source of inspiration for my creative endeavours.  Still and all though, I'd manage just fine without them.  

A photo is just an image.  A memory is so much more; wrapped in emotion and including all the senses, not just our eyes.  When I look back, I realize that most of the really big moments in my life - those times of great epiphanies, or emotions, or life changing importance - were never captured in an image anyway.  I have no tangible, visible reminder of those times but they're etched forever in my heart.  And in the end it's those moments that count.  They define who and what I am.

I'll continue to take photos.  I'll continue to save them, to work from them, and to enjoy them.  I'll continue to be grateful for how easy and affordable it's become to capture an image.  More importantly, though, I'll continue to make memories; to set aside my camera for long enough to look at and truly experience the gifts life brings my way.

Monday, 2 May 2016

The 30 x 30 Nature Challenge

In January, I set myself a challenge to walk 161 kilometres/100 miles in a month.  I missed my goal by 6 kilometres but persisted with my walking.  I tried again, and by the end of February exceeded my goal.  It felt good to attain my goal and even better to get back into the habit of walking daily,

This month I'm participating in the 30 x 30 Nature Challenge promoted by davidsuzuki.org.  The goal is to spend 30 minutes a day in a natural setting for 30 consecutive days.  With my now-established walking habit, this should be a fairly straightforward challenge for me to meet.

Since the challenge is a relatively simple one for me to achieve, you may be wondering why I've undertaken it at all.  The answer is simple too:  I find peace, comfort, and calm in being in nature.  It encourages me to observe, appreciate, and value the beauty of my surroundings.  I thought it might do the same thing for you.

The photo above was taken yesterday, at Bright Angel Park, just a few kilometres from where I live. The park has long been a part of my life. My dad was one of many community members who contributed volunteer hours and fundraising work to its creation, and I've been going there ever since it first opened on Canada Day in 1967.  It's truly a wonderful place to be on any day of the year but on a warm sunny day like yesterday, it's pure magic.

I'm going to continue sharing photos of my daily nature breaks on Facebook at B on Balance, on Google+, and on Twitter,  I'm hoping you'll take part in the challenge with me and share your photos and stories too.  We can encourage one another to stick to our new routine and we can enjoy the gifts our time in nature gives us. I'm looking forward to hearing from you.

Monday, 18 April 2016

Winding Tracks and Unpaved Roads

I remember sitting next to my baby sister, in the back seat of my mom's battered green Austin as Mom drove down a country road with one arm extended out of the driver's side window, holding a baby bottle.  She'd packed it in a thermos of hot water so it would be ready when she needed it, but the water had done its job a little too efficiently and the milk was too warm for my sister to drink.  No problem!  "We'll just let the air cool it as we go."

That outing was just one of hundreds of rambles we took with Mom. If the weather was fair - and often even if it was not - she'd pack a lunch, bundle my brother, my sister, and I into the car, load her paints and easel in the trunk, and we'd set off adventuring.  

My mom could never resist taking the long way 'round.  Unpaved roads and winding tracks were siren calls to her; irresistible in their opportunities for exploration and discovery.  It was, perhaps, the reason she was so rarely punctual.  There was always something new to be seen; some great or small delight to be discovered.

It was an enviable way of growing up, really.  We would drive the country roads until we found a spot that caught Mom's eye and then scramble from the car to play - perhaps splashing on a river's edge, climbing trees, or chasing bugs and picking flowers in a field or clearing - enjoying the freedom just to be kids while Mom painted, or read, or simply watched us play.  A great many happy memories were made on those adventures and, in me at least, the seeds planted for rambling on my own.

Perhaps my nature predisposed me to love wandering for its own sake, perhaps it was my mom's example, or maybe a combination of the two but, whatever the reasons, I am a lover of the long way 'round.  

Highways, main roads, and direct paths to our destinations do, of course, have their places.  Sometimes when I'm tired or in need of the speediest route to my destination I take them too, but more often you'll find me budgeting twice the time I actually need in order to get somewhere just so that I can act on the impulse to explore a country road or take the scenic route.

My husband was a kindred spirit in that regard.  We had a standing date to go exploring once a week.  We'd pack a picnic lunch and set off without a destination.  Only two rules applied to these trips:  We'd spend no money other than the cost of fuel, and we drive no further than two hours distance from our home.  

We came to know our surroundings very well.  My guy was really good at noticing and admiring the small miracles all around us.  He had the gift of stillness - something I struggle with - and so could sit until the small creatures around us came to accept his presence.  Then, he would point them out to me.  He was an admirer of sunrises and sunsets, of full moons and twinkling stars, of spring flowers and bright fall foliage, and he shared that appreciation with me.  We saw amazing things together and shared some of our sweetest conversations while out on our weekend travels. 

Both my mom and my husband are gone now; passed away within three months of each other in 2015.  I miss them both terribly but I find comfort in myriad memories we made together, a great many of them by following winding tracks and unpaved roads.

Tuesday, 12 April 2016

How I Measure Things

A while back, I took my old computer to the recycling centre.  It was an expensive machine in its day but by the time I dropped it off its programs and operating system were so outdated that its only value remained in what could be salvaged or re-used from its parts.  That gave me pause.  It made me think about investment versus return, not only in terms of that computer, but in terms of life in general.

Everything we acquire and everything we do requires an investment of life energy and, as I have learned all too well in the past couple of years, life energy is not something we should fritter away.  We need to invest it wisely.

I invested life energy in the hours of work required to earn the purchase price of my computer and in the effort required both to learn to use it and to maintain it.  In return, that computer provided me with a means to earn wages and it gave me many happy hours spent working on art projects and photos. During a long period of illness it also helped to keep me in touch with the world outside my walls.  All in all, my computer was a good return on the energy I'd expended to get it.

Other things have proven to be less satisfactory investments.  I've done work that has cost me joy or caused me angst without providing either satisfaction or sufficient earnings, and I've allowed some people to avail themselves of my knowledge or labour without doing me the courtesy of paying the favour forward. Both were poor investments of my life energy but I did at least gain the benefit of a lesson learned.

These days, I measure almost everything against this standard of energy investment and it has affected my approach to life a good deal more than I expected.  Sometimes it leads to curious and rather impractical decisions, like choosing to purchase yarn instead of food because a knitting project gives me more satisfaction over time than a steak dinner ever could, but it also leads to decisions that are both positive and life affirming, like choosing time outdoors instead of time in front of the TV, and spending time on friendships and family connections instead of wasting it on empty small talk with near-strangers.

I'm not sure where this change in parameters will eventually lead me.  I doubt my life energy standard of measurement is a formula for financial success, but it has certainly been good for my spirit.  It encourages me to take more risks than I used to, to be more generous with others, to be more accepting of differences, and to be more compassionate.  It leaves me with a tranquil heart at the end of the day, a clear conscience, and the knowledge that I haven't wasted my energy on things that make me or those around me unhappy.  

Life is short.  It flies by in the blink of an eye.  It's much too precious to waste on things that don't feed our souls.  It's been a hard lesson, to be sure, but one that is surely worth learning.